Random: Tak Sabar

Assalamualaikum :)

Aku punya cita cita. Nak jadi seorang business person yang berjaya. Nak jadi seorang bakers. Nak cipta produk sendiri. Yang special, disukai ramai dan ada keunikan sendiri.

Tapi cita cita tu tak mungkin tercapai kalau aku duduk diam. Cakap huha huha cita cita nak ada bisnes sendiri tapi tak mula apa pun lagi. Apekah?

source: incik google

Makanya, hujung minggu ni insyaAllah nak pergi hunting beater/mixer. Dengan adanya benda alah ni maka dapat aku men'try' lagi baaaaaaaanyak resepi. Selagi tak start buat selagi tu aku rasa macam cacing kepanasan. Aku tak boleh nak duduk diam macam tu je. Watching everyone else climbing their mountain but I am still at the bottom and do nothing. What the heck?

Antara sebab aku post entry ni pun sebab aku rasa tak boleh duduk diam dan tunggu tungggul. Lul.

Tak sabar tau? Tak sabar. Hhhmmm.

gambar hiasan

Nah hadiah. Rainbow Cakes from Jojo's Rotibun & Bakeri.

Till then,

Wassalam.

Sincerely,

Jenn

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To whom i should tell the story? The tears shed too many. To whom i should ask for help. When i know nobody can truly understand me. To who's shoulder i can lean on? When i need some nice words to reduce the sadness. To whom i should tell the story?

In the age of 22, i cried the most. Someone or plenty of people said, many things happen in the age of 21. But to me, the happy and sad things, the saddest things happen in my precious 22. In this stage of life, i really need support from the beloved family.

Unforetunately, i'm not an open person. I never cried of something i lose or some other thing i can't have in front of them. I never speak out about my sadness, friendship problems and many other teenage thingy to them. Because, i don't have the guts to tell. I locked myself in the bedroom, covered my face with pillows and cried. Alone.

So, to whom i should tell the story?

Of course to Allah. So why i type it in here? Because, somehow,  it makes me feel calmer.